Thursday, October 25, 2012

Todays going to be a good day


image:Google search


Today is one of those days you wake up welcoming the world. Saying good morning sun, good morning birds.  The kind of day were you want to put on some music and dance around and enjoy it. That's what my morning has been like Lots of singing and dancing . And of course cooking an early dinner since I have to work tonight. Yummy homemade shepherds pie. Which means the boyfriend will be eating semi healthy tonight. Go me! 

Yummy Shepherds pie with cheese!

(My boyfriend is a cheese lover so everything has to have cheese! )

Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful Thursday! Enjoy it to the fullest and when sad dance your heart out! 

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Good boy....

looool
Photo:Pinterest


Sometimes in life you just need a good laugh! This was one of those times scrolling through pinterest and I see this cute little face! I love it! I love pugs! enough said right!?! Anyways, I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend, mine has just started so I'm off to have some fun! 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Kitty Lovin'

I haven't had much to say over here lately, so I decided to say nothing at all. Life has been nuts. Halloween is are busiest month with  doing the haunt and all. But, tomorrow I plan to stop by for a little longer. Let me just leave you with a picture of one of the best things in my life. 

 

This is some kitty loving right there. Man, I love those cats. HAHA 

Enjoy! Happy Tuesday Everyone! 

Monday, October 8, 2012

A Day I'll Never Forget

Some posts are harder to write than others. Sometimes the words you hope to write doesn't look just write on paper. Today is a hard day for me, harder than most. I don't think I can portray exactly how I'm feeling or my thoughts on here but I plan to try.

 

Where to begin!?! I guess after 3 years this should be easy right!?! I should be able to handle this day like any other day!?! But, I cant and I probably never will. 3 years ago today I lost my mom and best friend. This day will always be etched into my brain. Getting that call that turns your whole life upside down. That makes you question everything in the world. That call that makes you feel like your falling and cant get up. Losing a parent is never easy but when its unexpected i fell like its 10x worse. Like you wonder if there was something you could do, say, change to make the outcome different. 3 years ago today my mom took her life. She decided that being on earth just wasn't worth it. She just couldn't bring herself to handle the pain and stress of everything. In away I understand this she was disabled, she had a stroke, she had so many diseases. So in some part I get that. I get the pain she was in the stress she was under. But it still is hard to except she'll never meet my kids, never see me get married. I mean hopefully she's in heaven and watching down in me, but truthfully its not the same as her next to me, or on the phone. I can still hear her voice, her laugh, i can still remember her smile, her hugs, and kisses.

I know deep down I'll always remember the amazing lady she was. She touched so many lives growing up. She was the cool mom, the mom everyone wanted to come over and hang out with. She was always there to help me study, get ready for dances, my shoulder to cry on, my confident, my hero, my strength, my best friend. She had away with talking to people, I mean she could walk into a grocery store and make a friend by the time she left. She was never afraid to speak her mind either. My mom is everything the person I hope to be one day.

I think what hurts the most about talking about my mom is knowing that we'll never have the closure that is needed. My mom died being mad at me. I'll never forget the last words said and though I'm not going to repeat them lets just say they were pretty rough  I just hope that she knows wherever she is I forgive her and I hope she forgives me. I just wish she would have called, would have said something, I wish there was a better answer then what she choose.

I think that's all I have in me to say today. Mom I love and miss you every minute of every day of every week of every month of every year. I hope that one day we'll be able to see each other again!

*My words of advice is never stay mad, remember to tell those you love them every chance you get you never know when they may need it. You realize in life its easier to forget than to stay mad.  I hope those out there thinking about suicide realize that nothing is ever so bad that you have to kill yourself. There's always a better answer, always someone willing to talk. Never give up because someone out there loves you and would miss you if you left.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

A Time To Scare



 
Every year my wonderful boyfriend sets up a haunt he's done it for years. (side note: it's actually how we met but that's for another day.) So, this year after a year break we went back out to do some scaring. Last night was opening night for us and it turned out amazing. I mean the line never went down. It was intense,fun, scary, you name it and that's what it was. Some people were unable to make it through the first section which is kind of sad but it happens and some people screamed the whole time which means we did our job. But, in the end it was a great night, awesome fun and I recommend if you live in Virginia near Virginia Beach you should come check it out. (Side note: The whole attraction is a manor, trail, and than 2 more buildings to finish it off, it probably takes around 10 minutes to complete)

Here's the website: midnightmanor.com  

Here's the facebook page: fan page   

Now for some pictures its only 3 but hey I was a busy woman yesterday! haha 

The Bio-Hazard scene we did


My bloody hand after getting everything ready! Yuck
the graveyard


So if your ready for a good scare come on out and have some fun with us! :) 

Monday, October 1, 2012

Love is in the Nook....

Nook and Tea time! Heaven on earth!


It's that time again and go through the books I've read as of lately. I can say this time around was more of a romance time. I needed to feel the love and a good cry fest.

(you can read HERE and HERE the last posts I've done on this subject)

1. Bewitching (By Jill Barnett)
*Cute book about witches, dukes, and of course happily ever after. It made me laugh, cry and sigh and of course I was so addicted I couldn't put it down. 

2.Tall Tales and Wedding Veils (By Jane Graves)
*This book was great with a size 14 main character a sexy bad boy and a trip to Vegas that changes everything. I loved that the author used a not so skinny girl who could change everything!

3. A Texan's Promise (By Shelley Gray)
*A Cowboy from the 1800s a Girl not quite a woman taking a journey on finding whats right and safe. All I need to say is I LOVE Cowboys! ha ha 

4. Take Me, I'm Yours (By Donna Fasano)
*From poor to rich and everything in between and finding everything you need in a place you would never look for it.

5. Simply Irresistible (By Jill Shalvis)
*A down on your luck girl trying to change her life in a small town with her sisters, swearing of men, meeting a hunk and everything else that happens in small towns. (AND ITS A SERIES)

That's my short and sweet descriptions of the loads and loads of books I've been reading and well I have way more to come be prepared.

Do any of you have any good books you would recommend?