Let's Be Honest.....

I feel that in this world there is two types of people...

1. You have the people who have the amazing ability to write and talk with such sophistication and no trouble in the world.  Who can wow people with their words, who make everything sound amazing.

Then you have...

2. People like me (Well I hope there's people like me) who can't talk for nothing I mean I stumble over words left and right, or miss pronounce words like there's no tomorrow.  And when it comes to writing no matter what I'm thinking and how amazing it sounds in my head it somehow gets lost in the transit from my brain to my fingers.  We're smart people we just unfortunately have trouble expressing ourselves correctly.

So let me go and explain more about me.  We'll have a little session of me being honest about my lack of talking and writing skills.  This isn't a pity party far from it actually, but it's a way to show that at times on this little blog of mine I may fail miserably and other times it can be the most amazing crap you may ever read (I would like to think so). I love to write, talk, read all of it. But ask me to write a story and it makes zero sense.  Talk to me about a topic that I may know a whole book about and I will come out sounding less sophisticated then I really am.  Maybe, it's the shyness that holds me back the fear of making a fool out of myself who knows.  I'm trying, which lead me to having a blog. 

Do you ever have those moments late at night or even through out the day were in your head you can write this amazing blog that sounds so smart, intelligent, all those fancy words then go to type it and you fall short? Your mind becomes a blank slate? Everything you wanted to write about goes out the window? If you said Yes,then we need to become BEST FRIENDS, you need to stop reading and e-mail me. :) Because that's how I am and well truthfully it makes me feel lonely at times. It's amazing to think I was a honor student, Dean's list etc., etc. you name it I was on it.  But for some reason I feel like I'm falling short of what I could really do/create. I just know that I hope that through my haze of 20 drafts of posts and trying to figure out the best way to write something that something good/amazing can come out of it.  I just hope in the end I can make this little place of mine interesting and maybe even inspiring who knows.  But, I hope that some of you well decide to stick around for a bit.

So, now that I went off on a little let's be honest spell.  I'm done and if you read this thank you.

I'm also always looking for ideas, tips, friends so feel free to leave a comment, email. 

HONESTY IS ALWAYS WELCOMED!